It’s been years since I have taken a written test, but even as an adult I still get some well-suppressed jitters when the paper is handed back. (That is, unless it’s all on computer; I’m showing my vintage, I suppose.)
Who doesn’t remember the composition class in high school with the completed assignment coming back marked up in red from the teacher? And I only made it to trigonometry and “college math” when I was in high school—I begged off from calculus, thank you very much. My first trig exam came back into my hands with something like an 11 out of 40 or 50. (I still distinctly remember that “11” at the top of the page.)
Thankfully, nursing school didn’t need calculus or trig, but since this was before the days of ubiquitous computerized machinery—or Google—we needed a special form of math that had to do with calculating IV drip rates, converting “household” and “apothecary” measurements into “metric” portions, and the like. There’s no wiggle room in this kind of math—the patient’s health (and life) depended on it.
I’m not sure what kind of memories King Solomon was drawing upon when he wrote this…
“To learn, you must love discipline;
it is stupid to hate correction.”
…but he may have had a time when he also hoped his own personal physician hadn’t tried to cheat, fake or argue his way through medical school.
To be a student of any kind takes discipline, and discipline takes humility. It means embracing the (eventually inevitable) fact that I’m not smart enough on my own to get it right the first time. Maybe not even the second or third. That someone may actually know more than me. That knowledge and skill comes only with persistent personal application, and that, in itself, comes with the price of time and sacrifice.
In reality, the dunce hat doesn’t belong to those who make mistakes, but to those who refuse to learn from them, and from others.
Your future “patients” will thank you.
Proverbs 12:1 Holy Bible, New Living Translation, copyright © 1996, 2004, 2015 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.
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